Monday, March 11, 2024

6 + 1 Questions with Austin Brady

Sometime in the 90's, when I was a kid, my dad decided that he would build a platform structure for my brother and I on the wooded hill behind our house. From what I remember, it was meant to be some sort of wooden deck for a tent, an outdoor area for my brother and I to play camping. The job was started, but then slowly and imperceptibly abandoned. I was given no rationale, nor did I ask for one. The reminder of this failed endeavor remained in the back yard for years--the stacked cinder block foundation, a monument to projects left undone. Now, as an adult and a parent, I can think of about a million solid reasons why one might ditch an uneccessary project. To his credit, my brilliant, funny and thoughtful father also successfully completed many household jobs. However, this is the memory that comes to my mind when I reflect on Austin Brady's work, likely pulled forth by his body of work’s compelling title, “No Dads No Masters”.

There is a haphazard, mutable quality to Austin's work, although decidedly different than my dad's abandoned project. For one, Austin's work is complete, though perhaps not in the way a layperson might anticipate. Secondly, Austin’s various states of (in)completion are an intentional conceptual choice. Great care is put into his application of various methods and techniques. In one sculpture, Flail, Austin leaves visible the lumber grade stamp on a mass produced 2 x 4. This exposure is in contrast to a neighboring trompe l'oeil hole within which we glimpse painted Skeletors in a dark, cartoon world. In another sculpture, a modern-day Excalibur is adorned with truck balls and protrudes from an orange Home Depot bucket, its blade stuck and useless in what appears to be cement.

In addition to complicating the hierarchy between high and low art practices, Austin’s work invites a playful breakdown between fantasy and convention. An ordinary work space, such as the garage, becomes a place where magic can happen. The paintings and sculptures flip flop between functional and decorative, as I sift through a multitude of possible masculine gender roles. Some are problematic and stereotypical, while others are funny, nostalgic, vulnerable and unexpected.

I'll end on a synchronicity. As I am writing, I am listening to a recent Astrology Podcast ep called "Unshaming the Signs". When speaking about Gemini, astrologer Britten LaRue indicates that Gemini's tendency toward distraction has important benefits. Maybe each so-called distraction gives us something we need at a given moment. Maybe we aren't meant to finish every task. 

A thousand thank-you’s to Austin for sharing such thoughtful responses to my questions and for providing generous insight into his work, process and habits.  You can find more about Austin Brady and his work on his website: www.austin-brady.com and on Instagram @_wolfprison_

*☿*☽*☉ Bonus Astrology PSA ☉*☾*☿* I am not an astrologer, but after listening to hundreds of hours of The Astrology Podcast (plus extra cred for reading Chris Brennan’s 700-page book Hellenistic Astrology: The Study of Fate and Fortune), I am at least entitled to play one on this blog. Most people are familiar with sun-sign astrology, which is the zodiacal sign of the sun at the time of your birth.  Each of us, though, has an entire birth chart, which represents the placement of all of the planets in the sky (as well as other important astrological points) at the time of birth. In our natal charts, each person has a section (aka a ‘House’) for each of the 12 zodiacal signs. This means that we are all a little bit Gemini, babes. So, if you take astrology seriously enough to malign a sign, remember that every sign provides you with a different set of ways to exist in the world and is also, in some way, a part of you.


Enjoy! xoxo




1. What’s your sign? If you are astrologically literate, feel free to give your Sun/Moon/Rising. Do you identify with the characteristics of your sign(s)?

It’s pretty funny, I get this question almost every semester as a professor and I always tell my inquiring students to guess based on my personality. They usually get it wrong 5-7 times before they land on Gemini. When I confirm they are always like “uhggg, of COURSE you are a Gemini”

My mom was always very into astrology, and so I know a bit about it, but not a ton. I wanted to do a little research and found out my moon is Pisces and my rising is Leo.

I suppose I do identify with some of the characteristics, which I see as this kind of gazing pool, or like the Studiolo in the Ducal Palace. Just this big mesh to catch and organize all these insecurities and indecisions. It’s helpful to have some external source that can assign meaning and direction to all the chaos. 


2. What is your morning routine?

I am so bad at routine, hahaha. I find myself getting off task pretty easily. It’s kind of goofy, but I need a checklist to direct myself and show myself that I am actually accomplishing things. It is usually: brush teeth, wash face, take meds, feed the boys (our cats), make an improvised breakfast out of whatever we have in the fridge, listen to the news while I cook, and do whatever chores my partner and I have talked about the night before. If it is a day that I teach, I always leave extra early to go down to Milwaukee Cafe so that I can get a coffee with oat milk and vanilla cardamom syrup (shout out to Vern, a good friend and the best barista in Detroit) and then I walk from the cafe to campus and do all of my prep before class.

Before I say this, I have to acknowledge that, yes, I know he is problematic, but there is a thing that I watched about Tom Sachs where he practices “output before input” where you are supposed to draw or sketch or dance or whatever before you scroll your phone or listen to the news. I am so bad at this, but sometimes I can commit for few days at a time and it always comes out good. I really need an old-fashioned alarm clock so I don’t touch my phone first thing in the morning, otherwise I am in bed for an embarrassingly long amount of time just scrolling. 





3. Have you ever cried in front of an artwork? If so, what was it?

Absolutely. Every time I even talk about Untitled (Portrait of Ross in LA) by Felix Gonzalez-Torres I start to weep. It is so simple, and tender, and the feeling of loss… enjoying these small little bits of sweetness while the body diminishes. There is no greater love letter in the world. There are definitely others. I don’t shy away from being moved by artwork, but this one has made me cry pretty much every time. 






4. What are you reading now?

I have been reading a lot of sci-fi/fantasy with my partner. I know I should be reading more theory and whatnot but N.K. Jemisin has a chokehold on me. I read her Broken Earth trilogy and I was just hooked. I am a quarter of the way through The Shadowed Sun. So good. 

I am also reading The Wound is (Not) Real: A Memoir by Marty Cain, which is this absolutely beautiful and haunting book of poetry that are spliced with QR code’s that you scan for these short videos. I picked it up at this local book store (another shout out to Book Suey in Hamtramck) and I read about 3 lines of a random poem and practically ran to the register to buy it. It hurts my heart in all the right ways.



5. Tell us four truths about yourself and one lie (in any order, just don’t divulge which is the lie!):

a. I was once ran over by a car while biking to an interview and still showed up to the interview, on time, and in the back of a cop car
b. I once ran out of D-rings when prepping for an exhibition and ended up stapling pop tabs to the back of my art as a quick fix (and still get teased about it)
c. I have a casting of Vin Diesel’s real face in my studio that I talk to some times
d. I once mistook a sculpture at the MOCAD for my partner of 13 years. Even put my arm around its waist and got yelled at by security.
e. Coming up with truths about myself is a hell of a lot harder than coming up with the lie.


6. This is the wild card question. Your work often includes unusual, non-art materials that are in conversation with traditional oil paintings. Can you talk about the symbolic value of the materials you use? How and where do you find your materials?


There were quite a few processes that happened simultaneously in my practice that felt very important to this transformation. The big one is that I began to consider a painting as an object with an image on it rather than the traditional “portal” that depicts a scene. It is this funny punishment to painting. It started by leaning paintings against the wall rather than hang them in order to take them down a notch. When I did start hanging paintings on the wall, I would stack things on top of them to turn them into these really dumb shelves where I could just put knick knacks and empty beer cans onto. They are receptacles for the runoff of life. They get all gunked up.   

I am also in love with flatbed paintings and the way they could organize information free of physics. Things feel like they are always subject to change. I slowly shifted into the vernacular of the “garage,” letting it become a mythical site in which these paintings live. The organizational logic of garage pegboard worked in the same way that flatbed painting does. Here are these images and objects that are essentially tools of identity (more specifically white midwestern masculine identity in my work) that I can take off the wall, use, and put back when I no longer need them. Mounting swords or truck nuts onto the paintings felt as natural to painting as using the color red or using a certain brush. It also confused and frustrated some of my grad school professors, which I loved.

I source the materials from all sorts of places. Most of the weapons I get from flea markets when I can, or source online if I am looking for something very specific. Some of the objects are casts, such as the silicone D20s I use. Others are sourced from vintage shops or resale stores. I just picked up this resin “floating beer bottle” sculpture from a vintage shop that has got to make an appearance soon.


7. What other artist(s) would you like to see answer these questions?

I love Kyle Koguts work. I did a duo show with him a few years back at KO gallery and I think he would be great

Kristina Sheufelt would also be great. They have an insane body of work that spans ecological and technological realms that it just jaw dropping

Oh, and Kara Güt! Killer artist. Everything that they do just keeps getting impossibly better and better.

© Jeff Cancelosi 2022

Austin Brady was born in the cold midwestern town of Gaylord, Michigan and lived the majority of his life in the Detroit area. He received his BFA from the College for Creative Studies in Detroit, Michigan with a concentration in painting, and received his MFA in Painting from the University of Notre Dame with a minor in Gender Studies. He is also an alum of the Redbull House of Art residency, and has been exhibiting nationally, including the South Bend Museum of Art, Snite Museum of Art at Notre Dame, Field Projects, Vantage Art Projects, and KO studio gallery. He currently resides in Detroit with his loving partner Lyndsay, and his dumb cats Renaissance and Goose. He enjoys cheeseburgers, Dungeons & Dragons, and music most would consider aggressive and unlistenable.

www.austin-brady.com

All images of artwork courtesy of the artist. 

Saturday, March 9, 2024

Interview with Alexandra Chiou: Intricate Collages and Collected Thoughts


Installation view of "Remember/Renew" on view at IA & A at Hillyer


I met Alexandra Chiou via Instagram in 2019 when we started messaging about the in's and out's of framing methods. Since that time, I have discovered Alexandra to be one of the most talented and generous artists that I know. 

Her intricate hand cut paper works feel both earthy and ethereal, delicate and emotionally resonant, qualities not often seamlessly combined. The swirling movement within each work calls to mind breezes, streams, and other sources of gentle flow in the natural world.

Alexandra's work ethic is always inspiring, and I am so pleased that she agreed to answer questions for Art Habit, so we can spotlight her beautiful cut paper work, and also to share about her solo exhibition, on view now through March 31st at IA & A at Hillyer in Washington, D.C. 

                        -Nikki/Art Habit


"Rebirth"

Art Habit: How long have you been making your cut paper pieces? What led you to make this type of work? (Did you draw/paint before?)

Alexandra Chiou: I've been working with this current method since around 2015, so it's been about 9 years now. I started as an oil painter, but after graduating from college, I was working out of my apartment and had limited storage space, so I started painting with acrylic on paper instead. Eventually, I began experimenting with collage. I have always been interested in sculpture, and started playing with the layers of paper in my pieces. We have so many complex emotions and feelings, and I love how the layers are a way of representing the depth of what we feel and experience.


AH: How do you think about “beauty” as related to the work you make?

AC: In my latest work, I think about beauty in the sense that I celebrate moments and memories of hope, joy, wonder, and love. That being said, you cannot have light without darkness, and often the most traumatic and challenging experiences shape us and make us who we are. It's important to accept all the good and the bad and to come to terms with the entirety of our experiences. My work is about finding healing, feeling uplifted, and being at peace.


"The Voyage"

AH: You have lived in some interesting places over the last few years. What have been your favorite things about each city you have lived in?

AC: I've been fortunate enough to live in the DMV, LA, and currently the Boston area. Every place I've lived in, I've met very generous and welcoming people in the creativity community, which is something I have really appreciated and cherished. Living elsewhere has made me even more appreciative of the number of amazing nonprofit art spaces in the DC area and the fact there are so many free world-class museums nearby. If you live in the DMV, definitely don't take that for granted!


AH: Do you have a morning routine (if yes, please describe it)? What other routines have you established that help you make your work?

AC: I usually stretch and do some sort of exercise. Being physically active helps boost my energy and overall mood, and it makes me more productive. I also generally work on my art in the mornings. Even if I only have time to do 15-30 minutes worth of work (which happens on some days), I do a little every day and it really adds up in the long-run.


"Home"


AH: You do a great job connecting with galleries. What advice would you give artists that want to work with more galleries?

AC: I'm still navigating this myself, but I recommend doing your research and being very deliberate about galleries you want to potentially connect with. Make sure they are a good fit. Do you like the work they show? Does their mission resonate with you? Could you see your work fitting with their current roster of artists? Once you've identified galleries you're interested in, visit in person and attend their events. They will appreciate the support and it will not go unnoticed. Try to get to know them better as people, not just as a gallery. 


Installation view of "Remember/Renew" on view at IA & A at Hillyer


AH: Where can readers learn more about your work? Do you have exhibitions or upcoming events you’d like to share?

AC: Viewers can learn more about my work at alexandrachiou.com or on my Instagram at @alexandrachiou. I currently have a solo show, "Remember/Renew" up at IA&A at Hillyer in DC. The exhibit will be on view through Sunday, 3/31. I will also be giving an artist talk at IA&A at Hillyer on Thursday, 3/21 at 6:15pm for any readers who want to learn more about the show and my practice. Hope you can stop by!

Thank you, Alexandra, for taking the time to share about your work!


**All images courtesy/copyright the artist.**

Thursday, February 29, 2024

How Do You Protect Works on Paper? An Informal Materials Test

 In December of 2022, I decided to run a test to determine a couple of things:

  1. How lightfast (resistant to fading or changing caused by light) are my most commonly used collage materials?

  2. How well-protected are these materials by my usual framing methods (UV resistant plexiglass)?

  3. Should I incorporate UV protective spray for additional protection? 


Works on paper can be delicate and susceptible to changes caused by light exposure. I also use a lot of fluorescent colors in my work, and even with protection, fluorescent pigments change over time. I had recently discovered Lascaux UV Protect spray, and I was excited that it could further preserve my work in addition to the UV resistant plexiglass I already include in my frames. 


Initially, I planned just to treat some scraps with the Lascaux spray and leave them in a bright window for a while, but after thinking more about it, I decided to run several tests:


  1. A full sun control collage- no UV resistant spray or plexi

  2. A fully protected collage- treated with both UV resistant spray and covered by UV resistant plexiglass

  3. Collage treated with UV resistant spray (no plexi)

  4. Collage covered by UV resistant plexi (no spray)

  5. No sun control collage- kept in a cigar box in a flat file drawer


I ran the exposure test from December of 2022 through December of 2023, with all collages placed in a window that received southeast sun exposure for at least 4 hours each day of an average Virginia year (usual amounts of sun/cloudiness).


Here are the materials I used: 


  1. Liquitex Acrylic Ink (quinacridone magenta)

  2. Aleene’s Acid Free Tacky glue

  3. Lascaux UV Protect spray (matte)

  4. Micron Pigma Liner (black)

  5. Micron Pigma Liner (rose)

  6. Micron Pigma Liner (violet)

  7. Holbein Acryla Gouache paint (lilac)

  8. Holbein Acryla Gouache paint (luminous lemon)

  9. Holbein Acryla Gouache paint (opera)

  10. Holbein Acryla Gouache paint (luminous orange)

  11. Holbein Acryla Gouache paint (luminous red)

  12. Holbein Acryla Gouache paint (luminous green)

  13. Derwent graphite pencil

  14. Utrecht Watercolor (alizarin crimson)

  15. Talons Gouache (intense black)

16-28. Prismacolor colored pencils (left column, top to bottom) parma violet, chartreuse, yellow
            chartreuse, lemon yellow, spanish orange, non-photo blue, limepeel, process red

            (right column, top to bottom) lilac, lavender, light aqua, hot pink, yellow orange

***Paper used for all tests is Canson XL Bristol paper.*** 


Here are the test collages after their year of exposure:


No sun exposure (left) vs. Full sun exposure (right)


UV resistant plexi (left) vs. UV resistant spray (right)


No sun exposure (left) vs. UV resistant plexi with UV resistant spray (right)


Predictions:


  • Micron pen areas will come out the best (least fading). Prismacolor pencil swatches will be second best. Regular graphite will also do well.

  • Best result will be the collage protected by UV spray and UV resistant plexiglass, right?


Observations:


  • I was surprised by the amount of fading in the bottom row of colored pencil swatches, especially in the lilac and lavender colors. 

  • Gouache and watercolor that were applied opaquely did well. Pigments applied as a wash faded A LOT, regardless of their level of UV protection (best shown by the red rectangle placed in the bottom left corner of all of the collages).

  • The Lascaux spray didn’t seem to provide any extra protection (when compared head to head vs. the UV resistant plexi), AND it created a hazy cast on the black Micron areas of collages (you can see this in the black and white striped pieces near the middle of each collage) and also on the bottom right burgundy rectangles (mixture of watercolor and black gouache). Could this be the result of the matte finish? There are also semi-matte and gloss versions available. Is the one I got just funky? Based on this experience, I would not recommend it, but online reviews seem positive.

  • BEST outcome (besides no sun exposure): collage protected by UV resistant plexiglass, for the win! It had some fading, but not fading along with hazy areas caused by the Lascaux spray. 


It is good to see real proof that UV resistant plexi is protective of the types of materials I usually use. Going forward, I will continue to include it in frames, and I will also try to avoid washy/thin areas of pigment.


Of course, the best protection for works on paper is always to keep them away from sunlight and fluorescent lighting.


Do you have any best practices for protecting works on paper? Have you had a better experience with UV protective spray? Please feel free to share in the comments.


Sunday, February 11, 2024

What Sustained Me in 2023


When Lauren first suggested that we write a post about ‘What Sustained Us in 2023’, my first reaction was to think that for me, 2023 was not a year in which I needed a lot of sustaining. Certainly not compared to the last several years, where I depended heavily on my cat, texting my friends, lots of time outdoors, obsessive knitting, my studio, and quality time with my family to get me through the twin demons of monotony and uncertainty that characterized the Covid years. 


In contrast, 2023 seemed like a year in which lots of chickens came home to roost. Many, many wishes, projects, and schemes (many of which I’d been dreaming about for decades and took years worth of work) came to fruition in 2023. Most significantly for me professionally, I earned a year-long Sabbatical from my teaching job, and a solo exhibition; my first in the DC area where I live. Both of these have looming deadlines in August, 2024. My family and I also took advantage of the relative flexibility of Sabbatical schedule to travel around Europe for 6 weeks. My husband took time off work, we homeschooled our third-grader (with the support of his school), and tried our best to take in every museum, park, and cultural experience available along our route. 






So while, yes, I do feel a tremendous amount of gratitude and pride for all the planning, hard work, support, and luck that went into achieving these long hoped-for goals, 2023 for me was characterized by a deep desire to not blow it. And since the academic year re-starts in August, the fun continues. 




I’m loving it - it’s exhilarating, and I’m constantly pinching myself thinking, ‘Do I really get to do all this?’, but at the same time, the pace feels unreasonable long-term. I have been sustained by the joy, gratitude, and satisfaction that these opportunities have brought, and also by the knowledge that there’s an end-date. When September 1st 2024 rolls around, I hope I’ll be able to look back on this period with the satisfaction of a job well done. 

Saturday, February 3, 2024

Time Capsule for 2023: A Reflection in Images, Music and Words

I can't help it. I will always choose authenticity over clarity. Whether it's a gift or a curse, who knows? I'm currently withholding judgement. 
 
I've spent the first twelfth of 2024 trying to write succinctly about 2023. Hemming and hawing, I have approached my subject from various angles, to no real avail. Each perspective inevitably opens up into a larger network, full of wormholes and dérives, becoming big and cumbersome, difficult to describe or contain. I don't want to neatly summarize the year. And even if I did, I can't.

So here is a glimpse into my 2023 in images, music and some words, too. Many of the words here are pulled from snippets of my own writing throughout the year, from emails, morning pages, and the many unhinged musings on my notes app (affectionately dubbed Lauren's Deep Thoughtz).  Other people's writing is included, too--bits that were particularly impactful. A time capsule may be the wrong way to categorize this. An interactive mind map or choose-your-own-adventure may be more accurate. Many of the images also link elsewhere, so go ahead and get a little lost.
 
 As ever. Onward.               


 

Anyhow, in this interview on On Being from 2021, Krista Tippet brings up the relationship between the word "humus" and "human" and "humor". I haven't dug into it yet (haha, accidental pun!!) but I think that humility must come from the same root word for "groundedness". The other interview with Simard, was this one, from just recently https://freakonomics.com/podcast/how-smart-is-a-forest/


 "Let us return, then, as we do in times of grief, for the sake of pleasure, but mostly for the need for relief, to art. Or whatever. To music, to poetry, to paintings and installations, to TV and the movies." --Ling Ma, Severance   

 

I'm a painter, but, in my mind, music is the art form most capable of compressing time and space.  Suspended in the nostalgic formaldehyde of music, time's forward march bends into an infinite, spiralic pretzel. If we can find that sweet spot in the music, we can hover for a minute in between past and present, adjacent and tense, almost (but not) touching


F*ck the Reaper

 


Our life is part folly, part wisdom. Whoever writes about it only reverently and according to the rules leaves out more than half of it.
-Montaigne



Mood Ring 



I had some synchronicity this week with the U-shaped happiness curve. Have you all heard of this? I first heard of it on this Next Big Idea podcast with Anna Sale that I listened to maybe 2 weeks ago. Then on Thursday, Shannon Stratton (not sure if y'all follow her--she's a Canadian artist and curator that used to run three walls in Chicago) posted about this same U-shaped curve in this IG post. This part really struck me:

"But in actuality, I have found the opposite to be true. Instead of foundational confidence, I find myself questioning everything about the self I thought I was and knew. I am reconsidering everything, mutating as I go.

James Hollis who writes powerfully about middle age, said: “If our work or life does not support our soul, then the soul will extract its butcher’s bill elsewhere.” In reading Hollis, Jung and other texts on mid-life, I am compelled by the idea that middle-age is when we begin living for ourselves. In other words, we finally shed those parts that were acting for our parents or others whose influence on our life had the effect of defining our paths. This inflection point – mid-life – is when we might emerge from the ash in our final form. If we are not living our values or purpose or expressing our passion in meaningful ways, we are living someone else’s purpose. I would imagine some of us discover more clarity around purpose as we do the research of living, our specific purpose evolving and changing with time and experience."


 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

I was first introduced to Bandsplain in early 2023, February or March. That said, I didn't really get into listening regularly until summer, in late June. So, in December, when my Spotify Wrapped let me know that I was in the top 1% of listeners, I was slightly scared but mostly impressed with myself. What can I say? My second favorite podcast is The Astrology Podcast, so I think that we can all agree that I like 3-4 hour long deep dives into various subjects. Here are a few of my favorite episodes, in no particular order:


















What is required is a theatre without spectators, where those in attendance learn from as opposed to being seduced by images; where they become active participants as opposed to passive voyeurs.
Jacques Rancière, The Emancipated Spectator



I got the blues
What came first--the music or the misery? Did I listen to the music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened to the music? high fidelity pg 25
 

Today, we'll begin with a quote from Sanford Biggers, found in the book "Academie X: Lessons in Art and Life", page 33:

"To succeed and survive as an artist, one must develop serious perseverance, strength of character, an unshakable work ethic and confidence. Artistic trends, attitudes and appreciation change frequently, so you must be able to see beyond the successes and failures you experience. Understanding where you are in relationship to other artists is useful; however, do not allow it to turn into envy or self-doubt. When I was beginning I was advised by a mentor: 'Only be an artist for the love of art and the act of creation. Nothing else is promised.' Accolades, fame and fortune may come and go, and that's only if you're lucky."







On the run from Johnny law. ain't no trip to Cleveland 
Dignan, Bottle Rocket













"...talk hard. I like that. I like the idea that a voice can just go somewhere uninvited and just kinda hang out...a dirty thought in a nice clean mind...."
pump up the volume


I've been making playlists as artist dates



 





Hildegard of Bingen Composes the Cosmos
by Alex Ross

strike a bat gently
 
"If someone has jaundice, strike a bat gently, so it does not die." Hildegard, new yorker

"The blurring of meaning into sound has the effect of pulling language into the nocturnal landscape of music, where, in Hildegard's view, ultimate truth resided".

the strongbox of the ancient heart

"These are the earmarks of an ambitious composer who is pushing the limits of the singable".

"here is the essence of the art of composing: the ability to conceive music in architectural terms, as a shaping of sound through time".

footloose and pump up the volume 80s 90s teenage rebellion, dance and music
"music is the language of god; only the devil would seek to forbid it"



Attitude



 
Notes for today:

"Time may change me.
But I can't trace time."
--David Bowie, Changes

 “I get very hyper in schools because I feel like I have so much to say. Painters in art colleges are so anxious. They don’t know it’s OK just to paint. Because ‘just painting’ is not nothing. It’s huge and hard just to paint, just to be free.”
--Elizabeth Peyton, Elizabeth
Peyton:The exceptional portrait painter, The Gentlewoman.co uk, 2013

Elizabeth Peyton
The Dorchester, 1972 (David Bowie), 2002, colored pencil on paper, 8 5/8 x 6 in., from Vitamin D: New Perspectives in Drawing

"I listen to music all of the time. It is a huge inspiration to me. There is emotion in it that is immediate and transcendently human but at the same time not always literal. Mostly I listen to music in the studio - sometimes the same song or CD for days and days. When I have people over for a sitting I like to put on a band or musician I can have on for hours so the mood is continuous. Usually this turns out to be David Bowie or Bob Dylan or in the last year, the Ring."
from Elizabeth Peyton's Mood Music, phaidon.com




Dylan af

Sorry 💔 Punks
birthday jamz


Montaigne's birth chart
February 28, 1533 approx. 11:30 am






As you and I both know, there is no perfect reflection. Memory warps and wavers. I remember the excitement, the joys and tragedies. The banal, repetitive daily tasks, the little moments of nothing are lost in the shuffle between extremes. The tragic events towards the end of the year feel close and sour the whole. I can hardly recall anything of the early months. When I reflect on the year in my mind, I envision a massive hairball of sensations. 
 

 

Dunk'n Dine, Atlanta,1998
Thinking of you ❤

 



Oprah liked it and so did I. Some reviewers complained that it was too long (I'm looking at you, New York Times), but I wholeheartedly disagree. In fact, I will be waiting, not very patiently, for Nathan Hill's next 600 page novel, even if it is another six years in the making. Highly recommend for those that are middle-aged, those that have ever been middle-aged and those that will one day be middle-aged.

 

"And the story I heard was that sometimes---rarely, but sometimes---your soul encounters other souls out on their own journeys. And so when you meet someone in real life who feels really familiar to you, who feels just, bam, instantly recognizable, it's because your souls have already met, at night."

--Wellness, page 122


Almost a Newsletter

Cue up the Melanie , because while I’m usually not great at tooting my own horn, I am really excited to share some images and install shots ...